okay okay

Yes, it's been awhileeeee. Ugh, I always have blogging in the back of my mind. It's just I never get around to it. Whatever .. excuses excuses lol let me just write.


Well, alot has happened in the past month. I was in a bit of a shit hole for awhile. Small situation that I turned into a pretty big one of course. Moral of the story - well there's two. FIRST of all keep the drinking to a reasonable amount .. leads to risky behavior LMAO . and second .. not to have high expectations. Sometimes I think it's better to not have any expectations because then theres no room for dissapointment but .. that's just not realistic. But basically my expectations for this particular situation definetely did not even come close. However, I did find some light at the end of the tunnel. sort of .. Now i realized sometimes things are overrated and I should'nt be so scared to do certain things because well it's not that serious. I'm sorry if this makes no sense I'm just really trying to write "around" the subject. lmao In a way, I feel like I have less of a reason to hold back. Lord knows that's my big issue. okay moving on...


Urm I've had a few confrontations at work. One with some annoying lady who swears she's the boss, and another with some dude who I apparently "Looked at" the wrong way. PA-LEASE! Dr. Jays is full of BITCHASSNESS. forreal. However, a new job opportunity has presented itself. (thanks to Rosalinda) So we'll see how that goes, if not then Dr. Jays it is . I just need M U L A. and lots of it. lol times are hard !


I wish I had some insightful shit to write but to be honest I really don't . But as Iris says.. wtf do I have an Iphone for?! So I'll try to write from there more often. Share my day to day when interesting shit happens.. or when I have something to say. but yeah. toodles